Church today; I daydreamed =(. Bad April!! I was just stuck on certain idea, which inevitably lead to another, and these ideas lead me to be so blinded with fury that I wasn't paying attention to my religious duties. My ideas left me so shaken that I'm afraid they influenced my thoughts about the real subjects, although these people did not actually commit the misdemeanors of which I was thinking. Hmmmm, i should streamline my thoughts more carefully. I'm afraid the sermon didn't affect me as much as it should have today =(. Oh well. The effect of my evil thinking has worn off by now, so I don't have as much to say as I thought I did earlier. Brendan's right, these things never come out the way they are supposed to.

Uggggggh, I remember why I intensely dislike having crushes on people. I tend to dissect every conversation (even the 2-word ones) i have with that person, until the phrase or word becomes completely meaningless. It's too much work! Forget it, I'm going to stick with the guys-are-evil mindset; i'm too lazy for anything else. Nyeh =P

I didn't getta visit Steve today =( Awww. He's sending me some Kuraki Mai songs right now, so I guess he doesn't mind too much. Turns out he only stays at the apartment from Monday-Friday and comes back for the weekends. I guess that's not toooooo bad.

My step-mom showed me how to make turon? toron? Tuuron? today. Yum! =) It's uncooked-cooked-banana, brown sugar, and cheese wrapped in egg-roll wrapping thingies and fried. Daaaaaang, it tastes SOOOOO GOOOOD!!!!!! hehehe

Hrm, it turns out Chris is table-sitting for Ecology Club with Neil, Jeff, and I on Monday so I have the perfect chance to kick him! Mwahahahahahaha. Eiagh, that seven-sins test was right, wrath is a major problem. Darn Brendan. Ha, Andrew's griping because all the table-sitters are asian except for Lisa, she's half. Too bad for him.

Back to homework! Bleh =(

Steve's moving this Wednesday =( I can't believe it! I want to visit him and watch a movie (anime, mind you) before he moves, but I don't know if it's going to happen. Awwwww, I hope I'll be able to go and chat, at the least. Hey, why didn't anybody else know about this?!

My step-mom and brother are playing Tekken 2 =/ Yikes..am I the only one who thinks that its cool/weird? hahaha, the girl my step-mom is playing as looks like me, if I were 10 years older and a streetfighting prostitute. Come on, who else can fight in high heels?

I chaired for MUN at Santa Margarita today. Eaaaaaagh, so boring! The only interesting part was playing "heads-up seven up," and even that wasn't terribly exciting. However, I am looking forward to chairing at the Los Alamitos conference again. That is good stuff. Unfortunately, my brother doesn't want to be the legal in my committee =(. He's finally getting to that I'm-too-macho-to-love-my-sister stage >.< NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! It can't be! ::sobs:: Aggh, haha =) On a different note, my dad berated me for hours about being late to MUN and being as responsible as I should be. I wouldn't be disturbed if he weren't pointing out the truth. Geeeez, I hate it when my dad's right! :P ::grumble::

Awww, the streetfighting prostitute lost this time around. Darn.

When I listen to music and sing with it, I feel like I'm moving with the music, being carried along the current. but when I'm simply listening to music, I feel like I'm an observer, standing still as everything flows around me. Hmmmm, I'll state the idea more eloquently another time. I'm too lazy at the moment.

Errrrrr, someone remind me to kick Chris on Monday.

AWWWWWWWWWWW, i don't know if I can to go Les Mis on Friday =( My dad's a bit fussy about letting me go places this time of year >.< Dunno if I can shell out the money. Rats, I really wanted to see Les Mis! Geez freakin'.

I talked to Sunday's/Andy's-good-friend Tim....he thinks I'm psychotic. Oh well! ^_^

The ecology club shirts look neat-o! I'm really happy with them. I shoulda charged more for them but....nah.

Someone wrote a conflict mediation poem. =/ That's just sad. -_- Our meetings have been useless this past week; the only people doing work are the new members. Too bad, so sad.

I can't believe steve is moving!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! >.< !!!!!!!!!!! I guess it had to happen, I just never expected it to happen. I guess I'll help him pack =(

Oy. It turns out Sunday's Tim is Andy's-good-friend Tim. I KNEW he looked familiar! I need to lynch the jerk.

Heeey, I haven't commented on how wonderful showers are in a long while. Showers are WONDERFUL, they make you feel warm and fuzzy on the inside and outside ^_^ Yay! Of course, there are the Filipino "showers," which consist of a bucket, a low faucet, and a lot of cold water...not so fun.

I need to make a webpage for ecology club -_-

Not grounded YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
did i mention YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Whether or not God exists doesn't matter. Blog more about it later.

I can frolic and be merry; my physics lab is done. ^_^ YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

no faaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir
Stupid double standards...just because my brother is a guy he has 10x more freedom! Really, am I that much weaker than Andrew? Geez, I wish my mom were around to balance my dad's super overbearing nature. How FRUSTRATING
Errrrrr.........I want to take up a destructive activity, like archery or boxing.

I think I'm going to change the name of this blog to :::::::::::::SUPER VAPID READING::::::::::::::::::

Piano: nothing else is worth my time. Everything else can rot. enwlaph/ehfione a;elksahfdl agnkgl.

Oh, i did go to Khushboo's 'lil get-together thing today =) It was kinder fun! ^_^ Yaaaaaay yaaaaaay and if steve ever sends me a message, we'll play basketball tomorrow. YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEE! My bro doesn't like playing basketball with me =( . He's only interested in tennis.

Grrrrrrr, frustrated. Don't want to talk about it. >.< -_-

Oh, note to self: check anime list.

Hmmm. Well. Wow. My Chopin Etude Op. 10, No. 6 is coming along nicely, and my teacher thinks it's almost finished. It's not it's not it's not it's not it's not it's not! I think there's still room for improvement. Nothing interesting the last few days....nope...... nothing..... I think I'll go practice again.

I wish I could have piano lessons every day...

Eaghhhhhhhhhh, too much work to dooo before school starts. I have nothing much to say except 1) I'm sorry I wasn't able to talk to Vicky before she started her quasi-eternal sign off (well, it seems like eternity!) and 2) I'm gonna respond to Vicky's blog! ^_^

I'm really not so cheerful as people think....it's just a mask to hide my depression and/or boring personality =) Of course, sometimes I'm just plain happy =P Happy-happy! Like love-love desu! Anyway, I tend to be more cheerful when I'm around people, especially after I figured out that no-one likes a dull self-absorbed whiner. Plus, a friend of mine kinda overreacted when I was insulting myself, forcing me to drop my super-mild masochistic mannerisms. My other blog/ diaries are REAAAAALLY depressing ( and kinda funny =P ). Besides, my schoolmates have to constantly put up with my "I'M TIIIIIIIIIRED" and "I WANT SLEEEEEP" cries, so I try and be cheerful to make up for it. ^_^ Vicky, are you sure I'm cheerful and not silly? =P There are enough good things in my life to keep me happyyyyyyyyyy (Lisa, your jokes about the queen of the ceiling spiders are not included =P ), and I tend to keep my nervous breakdowns in the corner of my room, destroying some random object.

Vicky's blog is undeniably Vicky. It's all her super neat traits in writing =) It's positively dripping with Vicky's personality! =D Enough said!

Les Mis in October sounds fun. Can I come?

I'll blog about Las Vegas when I'm finished with my )$*#^$*#(@)^$*&#*@()@^ english homework =P (Is there an expletive that long?)

Oh yea, I realized my teacher wants me to pick new pieces cuz my current ones aren't difficult enough. >.< nuts!

Heeeeey, neat! On my blogpage, the scroll bar is green and orange! Neeeeeeaaaaato! I just noticed that the nickname Beverly gave me (Apple Core) fits the template perfectly =) Super neat!

Ugh, today my dad locked us out of the house -_- It was either break a window or climb to the roof. Soooooo, I had to climb up the ladder and disassemble the screen on the flimsy tin portion of the roof in order to get into the house (there was only one window partially open). Andrew plum didn't wanna do it, and my dad was afraid he would fall through (besides, I didn't wanna break a window.) Too bad the window was 5 feet above the tin roof, and i ended up bruising myself on the edge of the metal screen frame while trying to launch myself through the window. Oh well =P It was fun! ^_^ I enjoyed myself immensely. Hehehe =D I was in pain afterwards, but no biggie =) I just wish my dad hadn't thrown a knife at me while I was prying open the screen ( so what if it landed nowhere near me? I was FREAKED!)