Debussy. fantastic.

Watched: Ghost Dog: The Way of the Samurai . 'twas a bit weird because i've seen 20 minutes or so of the ending before.
Also watched: Queer Eye for the Straight Guy for the first time. good stuff.

Song of the minute: I really like Hilary Duff, mainly because I like her work on Lizzie McGuire, soooooo, the song of the minute is "So Yesterday". 'Tis stuck in my head often.

Sometimes I believe that I'd rather die than live without (my) hands

pssssst, lemme tell you a secret.... ((( that game you're playing? it's not really the final fantasy))).

and the truth is
i find it highly annoying. this rationalizing and re-rationalizing. after a while, the best i can do is give a weak smile, half-covering the "shut the fuck up" running through my head.

oh well. i have neither the will nor the courage to speak it. 'sokay, we can all live in our mutually-sugared realities; it's sweeter that way.

sometimes i'd like to give it all up and start anew.

i don't like you or me.

...this is not person-specific.

bah, what I would give to truly understand the breadth of gender differences...

yay! sami agrees with my hoping no-one would blog about my death. i brought it up because, 'twas weird, a friend of mine, in searching for my blog online, found links to other blogs that informed him of another friend's death (who died in April), which really sucks.

The Rachy's weiiirdddd.

This could've been me


Oh, right. and the Voluntary Human Extinction Movement. Very very interesting, especially if you actually read through the site.

Here's a little tip: you can always go lower.

i'm done.

if i were to die, i would hope no-one would blog about it.

random thought.

FINALLY, the four days of driving andrew 30 miles out to his piano competitions are over! It seems like I won't ever have to do that again though, due to some of symf's seemingly illogical judgement calls. Granted, the judgements for andrew's Beethoven competition were right on, but his Chopin and Baroque categories were reaaaalllllly strange. Yech. i don't think andrew wants to go back.

ahhhh well. weirdos.

is Seka crazy? =D

Recent e-mail: "DUDE'S GIRLFRIEND IS NAMED ATROPOS HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAA YOU LOVE A ROBOT WHEEEEEEE"

...someone's on crack.

Which Saturnalia Character are you?

wheee, i just started re-reading Saturnalia

A ladybug bit me! =P

"Sometimes you remind me so much of your brother you scare me!" - Robin

Happy birthday, Andrew!

Happy Belated Earth Day, peoples

free lunch and astronomy presentation today! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

My dad just called... my new (apparently long-armed) half-brother has just been born! I'm glad everyone's okay.

Today I realized how lonely I become when no-one's in the same room as me and there aren't any distractions; no TV, no online comics, no games, no people online, no andrew around = one very very lonely april. Silly spring break for me. oh well.