Monday, November 26, 2001

Hmmmm....four-day weekend and most of us start our homework Monday morning. Heh =P

Gah, what's the point of high school relationships?! They're blocked by everything; parents, school, outside activities, everything adds up to a big 0. Sure, you may be having the time of your life now, but sooner or later he/she will have to leave. Doesn't that sting. Grabbing a few moments here and there just makes the whole thing sore. A few bites won't bed down a starving stomach, only excite more hunger. Ahh...speaking of, I'm really hungry, I haven't eaten dinner yet.

I think that in this whirlwind of attempted self-improvement, I've lost grip of some parts of me that are truely important. Like Vicky, this year's the only year I've actually felt in place within my groups of friends. At first, I attributed it to self-improvment, but I really don't think I've matured much from last year to this year. I actually inwardly scorned another person who is in the same predicament I had last year. I should have been sympathizing, empathizing, comforting. Ugh. I sicken me.

Alright, that's it, I'm changing CDs, no more of this Mess of Melancholy (that's the title of the CD). =)

Thursday, November 22, 2001

Hahaha, I think I scared my brother into thinking that the only reason I like cooking is because I like playing with the knives. =P

The dinner my brother prepared was yummilicious. =) I'm quite proud, except for the fact that he lit the stove on fire. Lucky for him, my dad was so enthralled with a basketball game on television that he didn't turn around and see the stove. Phew. =)

Happy Thanksgiving, ya'll.

Tuesday, November 20, 2001

Hahaha, yes, it IS okay to laugh at me for falling in a ditch =P It is kinda funny; Samin bursts out laughing every time I mention it (She's the only Los Al person who actually saw me fall).

Monday, November 19, 2001

I fell in a ditch.

Yep, at the Tustin conference, I managed to fall in a ditch. Other than that, the blatant favoritism, and the 23 hours wasted, the MUN conference wasn't so bad. Gah, I can't believe I had to run/walk a mile in heels (both Saturday and Sunday morning) to go to a conference I didn't like anyway. Errr, I guess nearly every delegate gripes about something after a conference. I did get to spend more time with some of my friends, which I've been wanting to do for a while. Oh yea, the lunch was fantastic!!!!!

Yaay, I'm glad the Los Al A team did so well. Hey, and the Los Al B team scored higher than one team in the final standings! =) I wonder what Los Al AQT will be like next year...

Friday, November 16, 2001

Pfff, I can't believe Brian blew off AQT for a 7-minute part in the school play. Dang. That's messed up.

Monday, November 12, 2001

I planted my two little shoots in soil this morning. =) They're the kind that are three for a dollar at the mall. Not bamboo, but smaller, thinner, and less tasty versions of bamboo. Orignally, they lived on the windowsill of my room, but they seemed stifled there. I'm a bit worried, though; the soil I replanted my shoots in may too sandy. Unfortunately for me, sand does not absorb water too well. In my room, they were practically submerged in water. Ah well. My plants are hardy little plants, they'll survive. =) The roots are strong, although the tops are a bit withered. Hrm....maybe I shouldn't have replanted during winter....sigh. Errrr, in order to replant my shoots, I had to relocate a young and tiny aloe vera plant. I hope it lives.

Winter's here. I don't know what exactly makes me feel winter; perhaps it's the sharp and bitter sting in the air that I inhale as I walk. It could be the smell of unsettled dust coming from the rattling thermostat, warming up for its annual employment. Gah, it's most likely the lack of sheets on the calendar wall. I, unfortunately, am not weather astute. I'm already looking forward to Christmas, dreading the winter sickness I know I'll recieve, and helping my brother "break out" the old-school video games. There's a cozy and relaxed feeling that;s permeating throughout me, making me feel sleeeeeepyyyy... ah, I like winter.

My brother did something really gay today, which freaked me out (HEY, YOU and YOU and ....YOU shaddup!!! Especially you, Brendan! No rude comments...) Hmm, never mind, no-one wants to hear about this =P

It's raiiiiiining! errrr, was. How lovely. ^_^

Saturday, November 10, 2001

Life continues, how funny. There are always some things I blog about in my head, but by the time I reach the computer I've either forgotten what I was thinking about or don't feel like blogging any more.

I watched the last half of Robin Hood today =P on channel 13. Neat movie =) My dad started laughing when Sean Connery showed up for the last 15 seconds as King Richard =)

Why is it when I practice, my dad turns up the volume on the tv, but when my brother practices, my dad turns the volume down?

Haha, I noticed that whenever there are people kissing on tv, I still avert my eyes out of habit. Talk about asian parents. =P

Friday, November 09, 2001

I am a terrible horrible person who deserves to be shot. Really, I am.

That was hit-and-run.

Wednesday, November 07, 2001

Today is Colin's birthday, yay. Wow, he got a Pokemon trainer's video for his birthday! Lucky!!!!!! :P Linda's cake was yummilicious.

Zac's blog looks like interesting reading. =) Gotta bug him about it today =P

Chris: found the piece you were singin'. It's Air for the G String by Bach. On my CD it's being played with a synthesizer >.<, which I don't like very much. I'll try and find you a good string version :P

Tuesday, November 06, 2001

Woooooooooooooooow, I haven't blogged in a while! Geh, I'm so tired -_- My piano teacher expects me to practice 3 hours a day. I dunno if I have any extra time without a heck of a lot of drawbacks.....::sigh:: How the heck does Kevin keep up with 2 instruments?? I quit violin because I couldn't keep up with both (well, plus the financial issue). I ended up being slightly good at piano and mediocre at violin.

I miss my mom. Even though I saw her only a couple weeks ago, I miss her. I don't know if I miss having my mom around or I miss the idea of having a mom around.

I reaaally love sacral music. The only reason I go to the 6:30 PM mass instead of the 5:00 PM mass is because the 5 PM mass has ...less interesting ( I don't wanna go around insulting my church).... music. Life-teen or something. Whatever.