Wednesday, October 03, 2001
Ugh, I hate trying to be someone I'm not. I don't even notice I'm trying until after I find out I'm not as informed as I think I am. Why can't I take me for me instead of trying to patent my personality to fit into groups I shouldn't be in anyway? Right now I want to draw into myself, to shut out the rest of the world and create illusions only I can see. Ea, time to play Chopin Etude Op. 10 No. 6! Nyeh =P I can't stay depressed for long no matter how hard I try! Dammit, it's not fair ^_^ I guess I'll try and be a little more selfish. I don't want anyone to dislike me in any way, so I end up changing my personality to fit others. I need to bring out more of my own.
Posted by Apple at 12:26 AM